Blink!

Life shimmers!

Blink, I m in our new house. I made sure the plate I used to eat never breaks while I m using it. 

I blink the eyes, Grandpa dies. My dad cries. I miss my second standard Christmas exam that day. I made sure nobody sees my welled up eyes.

When I blink the eyes, I m in the school classroom, more concentrated on the maths problem the teacher was teaching. I tapped my pen on the wooden desk continuously.

I blinked my eyes, I was in front of the President of India. I made sure I understand every word he says. 

Another blink, I m in that crossroad where I have to go straight to reach home. I adjust my skirt. 

Another blink, I m making magazine for the inter school fest. I looked seriously to my team members face.

Another blink, I m on the way to my morning Maths tuition. I checked whether my bicycle tyres are flat or not. 

Another, I m crying hugging my pillow in the hostel room after ragging. I wrote it as hell in the diary.

Another, I m in train on the way to Inter college badminton match. I checked whether I have taken everything I need.

Another blink, met the one person who gave me first impression as bad. made sure I will not meet him again. 

Another, I was crying looking on the results of first year. I made sure nobody notices that I m the most desperate.

Another, I met the first love of my life. I made sure I have enough time to spent.

Next blink, I m doing AIEEE B.Arch entrance exam. I made sure I m better than everyone.

Blink, I m crying losing the love.. he was crying on the other side of the phone line.

Blink, I m on the corridor of another college. I hated it like the worst place on earth.

Blink, I failed again and again on semesters. I made sure marks never decides my life.

Blink, I got the sunshine of my life. I made sure that I love her with my whole heart.

Blink, life upside down. I met the worst person in the world. I made sure I will hold on to my values till the last breath.

Blink, A bunch of people laughed and howled and entered my life. I swooped them away but they rebounded.

Blink, graduated and employed. I worked my ass off to make sure I m satisfied with myself.

Blink, I m in the desert of middle east. I tried more and more to smile.

Blink, I m back in Cochin with the best job in hand. I made sure I m responsible and loyal.

Blink, I got the best colleague and boss in life. she and he always made me feel like I m worthy. 

Blink, I took a house with my friends. I made sure nobody sleeps empty stomach in our home of 4 girls.

Blink, I met the best soul in my life. I promised to hold on to him till the end.

Blink, I m in Bangalore. walking on the parks and streets with my new friends. I made sure I enjoy. 

Blink, I started an interior venture with friends. I made sure that I can make the healthy arguments with the clients. 

Blink, I got my name printed on the cover of a book as an author. I made sure I will give the best smile that day.

Blink, World made arguments with me to get my love. I strived, I struggled and I survived.

Blink, I got a bunch of students who loved me. I made sure I love and guide them the best.

Blink, I became the wife of my love. I made sure I hold him closer to heart.

Blink, I got another best colleague to encourage me. I made sure she is always on my back.

Blink, Life went wrong again. I strongly held my family.

Blink, a new arrival to our life. He was born. I made sure he is happy with the best version of me.

Blink, I m in another country enjoying the Autumn fall. I made sure I will do the best to survive.

Blink, the boy grown up, the people became closer, the love never dies and the smile never fades

Life stumbles; then stood up again and jogged. When I lost Grandpa I never thought it will be biggest loss in my life till now. When I looked to the maths notebook in school I never realized that, it is the first subject I m going to fail in my whole life.. When I held the badminton racquet I wasn’t aware that, that season onwards I m going to stop playing. When I met the bad impression guy, I never thought I m going to see him again and again and again and he will become the best brother for my lifetime. When I first met my love, I never thought that it will be a turning point in my further love life.When I done the AIEEE, I scarcely know that I m gonna jump over the positive result and cry over the reason of not able to join SPA Vijaywada. When I entered the new college, I never thought I m gonna get the best people of my life from those corridors. When I married him I never realized it is the best decision I ever made in my life.

I never thought things will change like this. In every fraction of time. The people we meet. The people who left. The people who trusted and people who broke that. The people who loved and people who loathe.The kids that made my life. The sunshine girls who kept our home a bliss. The writings I made. The paintings I have drawn. The songs I sang. The travels I made. The photographs I clicked. The tears that spilled. The smile that never fades. The hugs. The kisses. The sun that shines. Moon that glows and the stars that shimmers.

Life changes! Embrace the moments!

P.S : Trying hard to get out of the writer’s bloc 

Am I fed up?? Ey Nah!

I know things around have to change. It will change! It have to.
Life won’t keep on blinking the Red light. The Green will turn On in every intervals & I have to move forward! πŸ™‚
Every time IΒ look around, I can see faces smiling at me with care and love. Extended hands to hold me, even knowing the truth. Knowing the truth that I won’t fall. I won’t fall AGAIN!!
I am already a Phoenix! One who reborn from ash. One who waited till the end and gulped all the pain to see new glowing wings growing. πŸ™‚ Life just have to go on. I think m playing my part well. There is nothing to worry about. In the end, everyone have to leave the stage! ❀
Why I am writing this?? o_O Its like Nimi, you are breaking down.. But na.. Its just like I can’t laugh insanely on all the stupid jokes running around us!! All the boring movies we watched!! It’s like I can’t scold someone for not taking food properly.. I can’t ran to someone & say “Hey, I need 1 billion! Gimme..” (Kidding!!) But “Hey, m running out of money!” “Don’t worry m here!” Its like “I got a new book! πŸ™‚ ” “Really! Lend me tomorrow itself.. πŸ˜› ” Its like I don’t have someone to share and blush about my secret crush over that tall auditor guy.. πŸ™‚ It’s like m gonna miss those minion jokes while lunching.. Its like m gonna miss you!! That’s true.. 😦
I’m being kiddish.. Ryt??

I m sure my buddy gonna kick me reading this.. Vichu.. If you are reading this, m sorry!! I m fine.. Don’t worry.. All is well & everything around is well..
Now m ready for the war again.. I was missing writing so badly!! Expecting much battles on the way!! πŸ™‚

P.S : Writing my mind out is my favorite hobby and it’s not the first time I m being like this. Don’t think m crazy!
P.P.S : I appreciate the tolerance of some of my most dear ones. I know m not making things weird. But I know well that often m acting crazy. Thanks for being there still.. πŸ™‚

random thoughts!!!

” πŸ™‚ yaadein mithai ke dibbe ki tarah hoti hai…ek baar khula toh sirf ek tukda nahi kha paoge… ❀ ”
how true!!! Bollywood movies are sometimes blessed with such outstanding dialogues… “Memories are like box of sweets…once it opens, then you cant eat just one piece… πŸ™‚ ”

Memories are always an outburst of emotions…smile…laugh…grief…anger…and always ends up in tears with a heart felt smile… πŸ™‚ ..its the most wonderful jokes sometimes and the most precious savings of ours…the feeling through which we had gone through years before will reach back in a moment to us with a smile…serious things become stupid jokes and stupid jokes can sometimes bring tears…how crazzy!!! πŸ˜€ …

Every moments give something new to our life…each and every breath…sometimes we feel it…we takes it…sometimes we feel and ignore…sometimes we even don’t know what life gives… zindgi kuch dhethe he…lekin badle mein kuch mangthi he… (life gives us something..but in turn asks for something) …how strange!!! πŸ™‚ even a simple smiley can make you feel special…make your dear ones feel better…always find to smile at simple things…every moment will be awesome… πŸ™‚

Laugh hard means cry hard… πŸ˜€ …tighten your pillow…burst out…thats it!!! At last it gonna make you feel free…i heard somewhere.. “if you wanna fly high…firstly you have to put down all the weights in your hand…” ❀ how simple!!! Life is pretty simple always…through the memories…through the best moments…thinking about the best people… ❀ …wow!!!

“kal nahin thi jo aaj lagthi hoon…tareef meri hai khaamakha…tohfa hai tera meri adaa…”
Everyone have such a wonderful person in our life…may be more than one… (I was not what I am now…I should not be praised…My grace is your gift to me… πŸ™‚ ) Every person in our life gives something to our life…sometimes miracle…sometimes simple smiles…sometimes tears…so put back the smiles back to them…show your jaadu in their life now itself…cause after their role in our life…they will go back…and all that remains will be we…alone… πŸ™‚ smile…. smile….smile…. πŸ™‚ πŸ™‚ πŸ™‚

“Mein udna chahthi hoon…Daudna chaahthi hoon…Girna bhi chaahthi hoon…bus rukna nahin chaahthi…”
I want to fly…I want to run…I even want to fall…but just don’t want to stop… ❀

End of this…all the credits for this incredible dialogues goes to the movie Yeh Jawaani Hai Deewani… πŸ™‚ keep on loving your dear ones… πŸ™‚