I know things around have to change. It will change! It have to.
Life won’t keep on blinking the Red light. The Green will turn On in every intervals & I have to move forward! 🙂
Every time I look around, I can see faces smiling at me with care and love. Extended hands to hold me, even knowing the truth. Knowing the truth that I won’t fall. I won’t fall AGAIN!!
I am already a Phoenix! One who reborn from ash. One who waited till the end and gulped all the pain to see new glowing wings growing. 🙂 Life just have to go on. I think m playing my part well. There is nothing to worry about. In the end, everyone have to leave the stage! ❤
Why I am writing this?? Its like Nimi, you are breaking down.. But na.. Its just like I can’t laugh insanely on all the stupid jokes running around us!! All the boring movies we watched!! It’s like I can’t scold someone for not taking food properly.. I can’t ran to someone & say “Hey, I need 1 billion! Gimme..” (Kidding!!) But “Hey, m running out of money!” “Don’t worry m here!” Its like “I got a new book! 🙂 ” “Really! Lend me tomorrow itself.. 😛 ” Its like I don’t have someone to share and blush about my secret crush over that tall auditor guy.. 🙂 It’s like m gonna miss those minion jokes while lunching.. Its like m gonna miss you!! That’s true.. 😦
I’m being kiddish.. Ryt??
I m sure my buddy gonna kick me reading this.. Vichu.. If you are reading this, m sorry!! I m fine.. Don’t worry.. All is well & everything around is well..
Now m ready for the war again.. I was missing writing so badly!! Expecting much battles on the way!! 🙂
P.S : Writing my mind out is my favorite hobby and it’s not the first time I m being like this. Don’t think m crazy!
P.P.S : I appreciate the tolerance of some of my most dear ones. I know m not making things weird. But I know well that often m acting crazy. Thanks for being there still.. 🙂
…don’t know where i started…don’t know where i will end…started a life here like a life in hell…it seems to be so for the past three years…but still found someone to make my life worth living here…there were many who came to my life in a way to touch my heart…some came and went…but some stayed…
…getting out from this college is like missing a hell with so many heavenly moments…i don’t know what will i do to get my time back with my friends…i know i will be going back to my home town soon…the only time i have now is around four months to share…to rock…to enjoy with my extraordinary idiots whom i love the most in my life…i never thought that these wonderful people can change my life…change me back to my normal life…i got so many ups and downs here…when looms of sadness covered my life and there were times when i cried on my bed hugging my pillow thinking of some crap days in my life and thinking of my mom,dad and sis…yeah…i am a family girl…i miss my mom every moment i am away from her…i wish if she was here with me…
my world around in the college is full of colors…sometimes tears…mostly laughs and smiles…my smiles are always blended and surrounded with my best buddies who cherished each and every moment in my life here…life in ICET was once the worst chapter of my life and now at the ending its on the top of best chapters…the cool mornings here in my alone room (which is double room…but i don’t know till now who my room mate is…:))…late night chit chats…gupshups…movies…oh!!sleepless exam days…bundles of xerox…cooking noodles doodles…fighting for silly things…everyone around me seems rocking…under the huge tree (the perfect place to hangout)…canteen (till the last sip of eldhos bhai’s tea)…auditorium(OMG!!once we got locked up in that)…ashrafkka’s shop…special strong tea…long walks to the college…through the broken roads…i m gonna miss those times…i m now enjoying each and everything here…in the college…arts…games…every single days…even our exams…:)
i really wish this time never ends…